I think if i go on listening to DSBM,i'd have more and more thoughts on suicide.Sounds as though i'm having a rough time but that's not so.It's just that i'm starting to agree with their views on life itself.

At first i thought the planet is the corrupted one,not the humans,but now i start to find that it is us humans who are the TRUE SCUMS.Like what i've said on my MSN nick earlier,scums like us are supposed to be exterminated by pesticides.

Listening to DSBM,i always feel that my mind is at total peace,most especially Nostalgia by Nocturnal Depression (see song on the left).It's the "ultimate suicide song" for me,where i feel that i could actually die right now.

Been scaring the shit out of her these few days with my thoughts,partly cos...oh well.