At least 120 days of fasting will commence soon.Fasting for an unknown (well,at least,not to be made known public) cause.Damnit,it's a freaking bag,why so freaking ex.Gosh.Lucky i acted well in front of the sales lady.Branded or not,it's still a damned bag.

Edit: To the recipient-to-be (you know who you are),don't think i'm giving it with ulterior motives in mind.Sometimes i just like to spend a lot of money at one shot.So the ideal thing i want to hear when i give it to you is "THANKS SANTA!!!".Hahaha.

Edit no.2: If you believe in what i've just posted,you're a dumbass.OMGWTFBBQ.Happy April Fool's Day!

Went out with her today again,and concluded that we remain as best pals (or bffs,if you want the modern term for it) is the best way out,just that i am still a bit too enthusiastic during the outing (or date.whatever),putting a toe out of the line every now and then.Looks like i have to have some form of restrictions on my side eh?Haha.

I do hope this friendship between us will last,unlike the previous "best friend",who supposedly claimed to be bffs but ended up as acquaintances.Worse still,we don't even talk to each other at all,no,not even even saying "hi" or sending each other birthday greetings.Well,that's life.

A somebody commented on my "emo" posts,so yours truly will be trying his best to write more POSITIVE things.Heh.Maybe starting from next post?Lol.

Seems the case that i can give advices to people who face situations identical to mine,yet i can't even apply the solutions on my side. :/

End...to the dispute i had (details of the dispute not disclosed,see previous post).Vented my frustrations on sgf and blasted my mp3 (as usual),almost returning to my older self,but yesterday the prob was solved and i think i'm still very sane.Thanks for the concern.

Looking back at this tiny little misdeeds you've done and feigned ignorance,i feel nothing less than puking.Seriously.Happy telling tales on people. :) Thanks for being so honest by the way.Feel really sick when someone has to tell others things that you do not want to be made known.And @ the person who sorta chided me,it's not "some",it's "one" la.Haha.

Now you tell me you're sick and tired.You should see me days before,or rather weeks before.Again,chipping in my two cents' worth.

And one observation:i'm becoming more and more like my old self these few days,and i don't give a damn this time round.

TSJUDER-NORWEGIAN APOCALYPSE

Genre: True Norwegian Black Metal

Year Released: 2006

Set List:

(Live in Rockfeller,Oslo)

01 Sodomizing The Lamb
02 Helvete
03 J-10
04 Unholy Paragon
05 Lord Of Terror
06 Ghoul
07 Mouth Of Madness
08 Sacrifice (Bathory Cover)
09 Primeval Fear
10 Beyond The Grave
11 Malignant Coronation
12 Eriphion Epistate

(Live in Sandnes)

* Morbid Lust
* Malignant Coronation
* Ephirion Epistates
* Born For Burning (Bathory Cover)
* Beyond The Grave

Review (Oslo):

Norwegian black metal giants Tsjuder has unleashed hell in Oslo,bringing about a great performance.

The gig starts with the track Sodmomizing the Lamb,where the images are all in black and white initially,slowly changing into the normal colored version,where green and red neon lights are on Nag and Draugluin,giving a ghastly feel to it,corpse painted or not.The black and white images appear every now and then,during the slow and heavy riffs,and cameras shaking during those hard and fast riffs.At other times,it would have flash images,showing images of Draugluin,Nag,or Anti-christian double-pedaling.

It is good to see that the camera and video crew has made an effort to make this special effects to enhance the atmosphere,but apparently,it can be rather dizzying sometimes.

Moving on to musicianship...

Nag,as usual,has delivered some good vocals,and headbangin' like no tomorrow.The bassline was audible (that,is,if you are putting on headphones,or blasting it loud on your stereo).The only flaw is that he does not engage the audience at all,with zero audience participation.There is only this instant when we see a guy headbangin' madly to the track "Sacrifice",and the crowd raising the Devil's Horns,other than that,nothing fucking else.The camera,too,neglects the audience,focusing more on the band's performance then the audience's reaction.

Draugluin was being a great back up vocalist and displayed good vocals most especially on Mouth of Madness,one of my personal favorites.However,the guitars were only satisfactory,nothing creative or special.It is like playing back the studio versions.

Anti-Christian was great,following the songs carefully,just that he was embarrassed a little when he dropped the drum stick during Erphion Epistate.No other major flaw other than that.

Overall,I would have given the gig a 80%,but the production took 10% away,so my rating is 70%.Decent performance,yet nothing out of the box.

Review (Sandnes):

The gig kicks off with Morbid Lust,with fast double pedaling from Anti-Christian,building on to a hard n' heavy track.Again,the video crew has decided to use the black and white approach,this time,with no rejections from my side,as the production was more raw and more cult-like.

Flaw with Morbid Lust?The track time was too long,so the crowd were not as enthusiastic as for other tracks.

For musicianship,see the review for Oslo,'cos i believe the performance was rather the same,with no surprises at all.

The only interesting feat was Vrangsinn (from Carpathian Forest) taking up bass during the track "Born For Burning".He came,headbanged,and conquered.Wasn't a very interesting track,but you have to give credit to Vrangsinn for keeping the crowd going.

Overall,I'd give this gig a rating of 75%,considering its short tracklist.

I admit,i had sinned even though God warned me not to.By posting the previous post,i'd already taken a step nearer to blasphemy.And the punishment?A lost mind and soul.@the person i was talking about in the previous post:no i'm not blaming you,i chose my own path and you chose yours.So may our path never cross again.

With a grin and a bow,
Eeden.

I admit,these few days i had been acting strangely.The weird and repeated demands,that sorta bugged you one way or another.I apologise for all of these deeds.If only i'd cleared my doubts and had more courage,things would've been better i guess.The main problem now is the lack of proper communication between us.You'd always thought that i'd been making casual remarks when i and saying something serious,maybe it's because of the way i'd phrased it,or due to the fact that you're simply feigning ignorance.I dunno.And i don't even understand why i'm posting this message on my blog,instead of texting you,even though there is a high possiblity that you do not even know of the existence of this blog.It's just me after all,i guess,who prefers to type a long message rather than having to send separate texts resulting from an exceeding of the character limit for texting.Even if i'm struck to hell this instant,i'd still make the similar request.Just my two cents.

Fucking ace gig.

Here's the review:

ARCH ENEMY-TYRANTS OF THE RISING SUN,LIVE IN JAPAN

Genre:Melodic Death Metal

Year Released:2008

Set List:

1. Intro / Blood Is On Your Hands
2. Ravenous
3. Taking Back My Soul
4. Dead Eyes See No Future
5. Dark Insanity
6. The Day You Died
7. Christopher Solo
8. Silverwing
9. Night Falls Fast
10. Daniel Solo
11. Burning Angel
12. Michael Amott Solo (incl. "Intermezzo Liberté")
13. Dead Bury Their Dead
14. Vultures
15. Enemy Within
16. Snowbound
17. Shadows And Dust
18. Nemesis
19. We Will Rise
20. Fields Of Desolation / Outro
21. Enter the Machine (tape)

Review:

This gig kicks off with the track "Blood on Your Hands" from RotT (Rise of the Tyrants),which is now a ritual for AE to start a gig with this track,sirens blaring and all.As expected as the audience might get,nothing's better than a good 'ol headbangin' session with a heavy track.Thereafter,it builds up to Ravenous (from Wages of Sin),another fan favorite,and Taking Back My Soul (Doomsday Machine).

The set is based mostly on RotT if you've noticed,with 5 songs from this album.i'd rather AE to switch "The Day You Died" and "Night Falls Fast" for other songs from WoS (Wages of Sin) and AoR (Anthems of Rebellion),instead of trying to please the Jap crowd with "Jap-movie-inspired songs" (for your information,the song "The Day You Died" is inspired by some Anime show,which is made into a movie as well).The Jap crowd was very enthusiastic,often singing along to the solos,something we won't get to see for gigs taken place in the Western countries.The Japs seem to be more interested in the musicianship than the fancy stuff that bands do on stage.The crowd was most ecstatic when Nemesis was being played,cheering loudly than ever.This was one of the only moments that we get to see moshing taking place.

Not going to go through the entire set,so moving on to the musicianship...

As usual,the Amott brothers do not fail to deliver the crowd some good solos,with individual solo sessions during intervals.They delivered the songs well,almost exactly in sync with the studio versions,but the harmonics were a bit off sometimes.

Angela is fucking crazy,which is nothing new,with her getting the crowd to start chants of "hey" and showing off her trademark headbanging.Her vocals did its job well,growling,screeching and screaming with so much passion and accuracy.However,the flaw is that sometimes it can be straining to the ears when you hear her screeching into the microphone,especially when her voice sorta cracks.

Sharlee (the bassist) was rockin' out,but the bassline isn't that exactly creative and you can hardly hear the bass,except for tracks like Dead Bury Their Dead.Blame Century Media for making the focus more on Angela and the Amott brothers,nothing new,if you see the recent albums.

Of course,i saved Daniel Erlandson for the last,as in my opinion,he is the best performer for this gig.He never ceases to get the beats right and gets the crowd crazy.The only flaw is that the so-called drum solo wasn't that exactly inspiring.A great performance otherwise.A bit of a biased opinion here,as yours truly is interested more in drums.

Overall,the sounds and the quality of the video has been satisfactory,displayed in HD.

A recommendation for AE fans,and melodic death metal fans as well.So slide this album into your dvd player and get ready for some pure fucking metal. \m/

Rating: 85%

Just a small warning,i'm a poor reviewer.This is my first time reviewing a gig.

Survived through all the modules,but my GPA is sh*ty.If you have the audacity to laugh at my results,you're gonna get it from me.

Btw,i'm shocked by my CRS results,i know i had done well for the essay,but didn't expect it to be an A. :D

And an update on the thing i posted on AA.I have said all i have to say,so if nothing's gonna change her mind,nothing will.

Just a joke to brighten your day.

What's the difference between a tightrope walker and a hooker?












Ans: Tightrope walkers have cunning stunts,whilst hookers have stunning....

青出于蓝.That describes the current situation,but i have a stronger feeling that i am Dr Frankenstein reincarnated.

As mentioned,these days i'm listening to less metal stuff,and more of the munjen sh*t,so changed the blog song to 永远在身边 by 大嘴巴.Really love their songs,maybe going to Bugis on 15th to see them.

And here are the lyrics:

C1
Baby boy永遠永遠手牽手
一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得
我們要一起生活

不管晴天的時候
不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久
我們要一起生活

RAP1
眼淚 她為你流過 也為自己掉過
對於你們的愛 她總是抱著堅強的笑容
錯過那些時間 謝謝她的守候
是時候 緊緊牽她的手 帶她到你的城堡裡

A1
最近還好嗎 想念的心開不了口
枯想著妳有沒有好好過 擔心著妳每天生活
你好嗎 最近如何 照顧身體工作加油
我一個人也會勇敢好好過 不讓你擔心多一秒
想念著 每天每秒我們故事 每天每秒說好的事
兩個人一起散步 是最浪漫的事
你就是我的天使 給我力量能夠堅持

B1
那些關心問候 翅膀一樣的雙手 是我最幸福的所有
心裡有你建的角落 脆弱時我能夠躲一躲
妳愛我像翅膀一樣溫柔的手 我要抱著妳不要再錯過
你的愛是最藍那片天空 cuz baby girl I’m coming back home

C2
Baby boy永遠永遠手牽手
一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得
我們要一起生活

不管晴天的時候
不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久
我們要一起生活

RAP2
幸福 少了妳在身邊不會完整
人潮中朝你走來那張可愛微笑的臉孔
這份愛 不是悸動 守護一輩子的感動
這段路 踏著幸福的每一步 一起牽著手

A2
心疼妳會睡不好 總是縮在床的一角
我要回來給妳依靠 哄妳看妳笑著睡著
照片裡你的微笑 我們甜蜜得打鬧
好希望微風把思念 代替我親吻你嘴角
想念著 每天每秒我們故事 每天每秒說好的事
約定好去看的風景 愛譜成了詩
你就是我的天使 給我力量能夠堅持

B2
陽光燦爛午後 我又在街上走 你的影子不再寂寞
想到你的身邊到不了 像個路人般看熱鬧
經過那個屬於我們的轉角 走過兩個人曾經逛的街
那些店還有熟悉的畫面 oh baby girl I’m coming back home

C3
Baby boy永遠永遠手牽手
一步兩步一起走
永遠永遠要記得
我們要一起生活

不管晴天的時候
不管下雨的時候
不放開手到永久
我們要一起生活

C4
沒有辦法想像那畫面
一個孤獨的背影走在小公園
一顆心 需要暖 一雙手 需要牽
故事要有美好結局 需要兩雙手來寫

永遠 不是只出現在童話裡的夢
在身邊 眼淚加了蜜糖甜
這句點 要完美畫在無名指上
承諾的開始 戀人們 要一起珍藏

Well,this week started of with me going for the class chalet on Monday afternoon.

As usual,the rest had not arrived,some having meetings and CCAs/something on,hence when i reached Downtown East (DTE from now on in this post),only Linmin and Felicia were there.Watched tv while waiting for the rest,makan dinner when they reached,watched some dumb movie called 10 Promises to a Dog (i dunno the name of it).After that i suggested going to Geylang for supper.And so we went to 揾到食 to eat dim sum,see cock cock kei (Alex was approached by a pimp and some bloke selling contrabands as we walked along the red district areas.roflol),went to eat 油条 and 豆花,before going to KC's house to get vodka.KC's dog is a horny one,imo.HAHA.Then went back to chalet to bathe and sleep,while the rest watched The Orphanage,which imo is a useless movie.

Day two:

Woke up and watched I Am Legend,dozing off every now and then,half due to my tiredness,half due to the bore i suffered during the show.Went for lunch and then rented bikes to cycle around Pasir Ris Park.Waited for the rest to come for bbq.And yours truly was again showing his laziness,lying down on the bed watching tv shows when he is supposed to be at the backyard helping out with the bbq.Hahaha lazybum.As i wasn't that hungry,i went to cycle around,and some thought i went to cycle alone as an act of "emo-ness".LOL.Rode a few rounds at Pasir Ris Park and outside DTE before going back to chill out,while listening to our neighbours playing Crazy Train and B.Y.O.B on Guitar Hero.Then we watched tv and went cycling to the red house to have a look outside.Some NS guys came (4 guys) and asked whether we had the intention to go in,as we were like camping outside.We were kinda scared to go in tbh.So cycled to Changi Village instead to see duck and go to the beach to relax.The guys were talking about all the World War stuff while your dreamy blogger was admiring the night skies,watching the movement of the clouds,and the moon which was exceptionally bright.Cycled back,and played some stupid game which involved punishments.The punishment was to drink the vodka.And when i was to receive my punishment,i gulped down quite alot and the rest were real scared for me and thought i was going to puke or something.Lol.I didn't feel anything at all.Watched Jumper and then slept.

Day three:Lazy to dictate,not in a blogging mood today.

The lack of self-confidence is something i had acquired.To think i used to be proud of my self-confidence.One pang can really set me thinking of the past and reconsidering my decisions,and also,break my all-time self-confidence.It has nothing to do with anyone,it's always been me who has causing myself all these problems.

This post is titled exactly like how it is titling my MSN nick.I know,the blog template does not include the title,but saying just fyi.

So,last night,a certain train of thought (yet again) freaked me out.Like seriously.I was lying on my bed,thinking about the small lies that a certain someone has been breaking to me these few days.Then i started to think,what if the these small lies are actually those that would thus lead up to a major plot?Main purpose?To get back at me for what i had done to that somebody months back.And i started to think through the recent disputes and those tiny events that had occurred around me were all just parts of a master plan by a cunning person whose wrath will not be stopped.I had this vision too that some others are also let into on this "master plan",where they take part in these events,thus forming some sort of evil conspiracy.Evil,you ask?Yes,evil,beyond words.

This insane thought haunted me throughout the night.Hell,if this is like what i've seen through my inner eye,then throw me into the asylum straight.I know i will DEFINITELY turn insane and start a Circle of Trust (a concept adopted from Meet the Fockers,minus the humor factor and the addition of madness),meaning,starting to lose trust in every one (note the space) around me.I know this is a thought of madness but,it was really hard to force myself out of this certain vision.Looks like i have to exorcise my inner demons before heeding all the advices around.Paranoia is indeed running amok in my blood.

Furthermore,in the midst of this vision,THAT ghost appeared right again.Yes,it's the ghost that always haunt me in my dreams.I have not seen her (or do you call the ghost "it"?) face.And indeed,i caught a glimpse of her face for a split second.She looked ever so familiar.How i wonder.She had the craziest look in her eyes and her features are exaggerated to such an extent that i couldn't remember her face within that split second.And true enough,i was scared to hell from having such kind of vision.Never had i moaned in my sleep (if you are thinking dirty,foad.),being so frightened.

I doubt if posting this on Aunt Agony will help ease my fear.