Saved one soul?Checked.

Gosh it feels just like getting the girl of your dreams LOL.Like seriously,i'm in a state of euphoria now.Don't spoil my weekend please. :D

Next on checklist?Confirming and all. :)

Well,i got sick and bored of the previous skin (yet again,i'm like some little girl going gaga over stuff.lol.),thus changed to this skin.Be changing the pic soon,this one looks shitty.I've been trying to upload my own pic,but it just won't load.Wtff!!!

And the song played now is called "Unite" by Ayumi Hamasaki.Too lazy to be suicidal these days,though like i've said,i've planned it long ago.Hint:i am a pyromaniac.And who says metalheads can't listen to Jpop?

woah three post in one day.saw something that pisses me alot.



well,now i know promises are not always kept to and breaching of trust is nothing new.maybe i've been in the disillusion for too long.screw you assholes,for bringing me back to the cold arms of reality.really,damn.

and gdi.imeem found that i uploaded Slania Song,and made it 30secs instead.why do they have to be "effective" at such times???

So today i went studying with Gary today,cos i'd been sleeping the days away while i was sick,so didn't make something much out of studying.



Was supposed to meet him at 1,in the end left home at 1 plus only,due to plain slowness on my side.Lol,slowass.



Studied for a while,a few chapters till i got bored and told him to leave,he was done with his stuff and was playing Left 4 Dead already,so apparently he was free to go too.



Shopped around at Marina Square,and i met Marc.Lol,he was staring at me with some familiarity in it,so i thought he recognised me and so i waved at him.Turned out it was only because i was wearing a Behemoth hoodie (i asked him later on on MSN),and of course metalheads have a sense of familiarity to each other.Lol.Apparently,he hasn't seen my damned face before.True though.How dumb i am!Haha!



So couldn't find the cap that i wanted to buy from Espirit,cos the Espirit at Marina provides only the female section.Racist asses!!!RAWR,i want my cap to cover my obscure hair.(Yes,you heard it,even i hate my dumb hair,if only i could do something smart with it...)Guess i'll have to find it at Bugis then,since the Bugis outlet was the one that i spotted the cap in. :/



And bought my sandals,thanks to Gary's sponsoring for the day.But hell,it doesn't really fit,so guess i'll have to change the sizes then,damn damn damn damn damn.

It's amazing that i have survived 17 entire years of utter madness.Here comes another year.And what the hell,i'm sick on this very day!

The blog song is changed to Slania's Song (by Eluveitie also) because it seemed that Inis Mona started a bit too loud.Lol.Sorry if i gave you a shock, by having Inis Mona blasting out of your speakers/headphones.

What goes through your mind when you see a man staggering across the street,with hideous features?Some of you feel pity,some of you think that you're not going near him without a 5 meter distance,some of you simply laugh about it and walk away.


Yes,this post is on those who come up with all the nonsense when they see this hideous man.


When people see the hideous man,they have the following assumptions when they see him:


(a) He has some terminal/serious disease,which may be contagious.I'd better get away from him so as to protect myself from potential spreading of diseases.Rather be safe than sorry.

(b) Like (a),he is carrying some sort of disease/natuarlly born like that.What a pitiful soul.May God bless upon this poor guy.And maybe they will donate some money to him,out of sheer "kindness".

(c) Who cares what happened to him!His face is roflol!!! *snickers and walks off*

(d) He is born like that.Poor guy.Then they walk away,back into their own lives.Maybe they may be kind and try to find out the situation before taking any actions.If there's nothing wrong with him,they may befriend him or something.


Group C deserved to be slaughtered,in my opinion.

Well,what group A and B are doing is what we call stereotyping. Group A thinks that the man is some person who would endanger their existence,one way or another.They may also have the assumption that this man is prone to commiting crimes.Group B is interesting.They assume that this man is not self-reliant,just by his features.They feel extreme pity to this man,to such an extent that they give some of their fortune to him.Foolish people.He is not limbless,the only trouble he will have is meeting people and getting jobs that require him to meet people.Solution:get him a bloody job,idiots.Group D is the ideal group in my heart.They know exactly what to do and all.Most importantly,they do not STEREOTYPE.They survey the situation before coming to a decision.


Up till now,i've not understood a single word i'm saying.There's some meaning behind it,but...Oh well.Junk post.


So what group are you in?

Woah finally someone notices my cynical personality and despises me for it.Haha.I don't really care,but ya,just to let you know.LOL.Well,me being cynical is a known fact,given the current events going on... ;) I am a right bastard!Heh.

1) I am being extra cynical today.


2) I happen to be upset with every single crap today.


3) I think of myself as some philosopher,for today.


4) I am just being a teen full of angst.


5) You should all just f off today.


Cheers.

Well,this is another post that shows the teen-like angst in me.To put it in simple terms,this is another random rant of mine.

We have been inhabiting this planet for years,and have claimed that we have learnt how to make good companions.

The question is: is that really so?Or is it just another human fantasy?

My point is,yes,we have more or less learnt how to communicate with one another.The effectiveness of schools' lessons have not gone to waste.One way or another,one would have to be a good communicator,in order to "widen his social circle,for his sake".And true enough,communication is one of the aids to achieving a survival,or rather,prosperity in society.

But,what does it mean by communication?

According to dictionary.com,communication is defined as "the imparting or interchange of thoughts, opinions, or information by speech, writing, or signs".Well,that has well-defined a formal communication.What about the casual talk,you may ask.My friend,this,i have no idea as well.In my opinion,after my 17 years of life,i'd define casual talk as "simply anything goes",or the all-time favorite phrase, "freedom of speech".

There.Freedom of speech.It includes every form and tone of word.Humans like us tend to use this phrase often to justify themselves for the misdeeds resulting from their languages used.

We adore this freedom of speech when it's used to our advantage,but when it is used against us,we turn angry and start the argues again.A vicious circle,i'd call it.I'd rather we have no communication at all.

*All these are written simply of a small event.